linger.

now.

aint that dreamy.i noe every gurl secretly wants to be part of something lyk tis.

something that people adore.

for me.i looove watching victoria's secret runway show.

call me a bimbo watsoever.

but ya.its so dreamy.

sometimes i put myself in shoes of gurls that are kinda on the other side of the scale and i imagine.

imagine how this kinda shows would make them feel.hmm

me,being keding(i do care bout what you said bee.k.no worries.)

i do feel depressed watching this kinda shows.wat more to those gurls.

what im trying to sae?what media is portraying is all there is to it gurls.

we live in a biased world alright.

this world is a frigging beauty pageant.

so you gotta fight to survive.

k.ryte now im crapping.i just feel like crapping.

i have no one to crap to.

pumpkin aint here.

k.thats all for tonyte.

ok.i just wasted seconds of my precious life writing the last few sentences.

*i noe im gonna get thrashed in the morn.but i needed to do tis k.i have no one to clear stuff to now..do understand.i saw some things i dun favour.i saw some things that i dun understand.it just contradicts.i saw some things that doesnt fit the puzzle that i even knew existed.its nothing big.but it keeps me thinking.im like this because of you.i noe ur gonna come up wit some reasons.i know im gonna crumble if you sae sorry.im not gonna assume.coz assumtions are the mother of all crap.ryte?blame it on my mood swing watsoever.so.do explain.aint angry.just curious.*