why ouh why.

sometimes i wonderwonder.
y do people blog.
hmmm.
i do remember asking some people.

fana:
to kill my boredom and my frens' boredom.

yan :
some things are better left written or typed, rather than said.

kimek:
suussh.i blog for fun.

fara:
place for me to express thoughts which cannot be done wif frens and family.

nurul:
to me sometimes,words being typed are much more expressive than being said.

well.tis are some of my gurls point of views.i reli dunno y people blog in the first place.hmm.some as they portray,wants to show off,wants to express hatred and other stuffs.

my only intention of blogging is just to express myself.cant express it.
blog isnt something that gives you a window to ones life.
mostly.what you see, aint what you get.

i dun normally write much.
its the satisfaction felt.
as incidents happen throughout my day.
i picture it and translate it to words.
den back to picture.
but a more complicated one.
confirm tak paham kan ape aku bobal.
ok.
stop.


i got two frigging reports due tomorrow and im nowhere near conclusion.
damn.
take a chill pill.


missingthebaby.

i made a booboo.again.

k.
todae didnt go so well.
but thank you Allah for giving me this chance to live this dae.

started out with my career comm job interview.
i thought it went swell.
i prepared all my portfolio.
wore smart.
prepare myself mentally.
but there's one teeny weeny mistake.
we all did not refer to our folios went interviewed.
slenge.
so it was just on the table all along.
lyk lalalala~
and as said my hand gestures tak leh maintain.
ehk.
apa mau maintain?!
cheh.

second part of the day was..well..tiring.
sometimes i wonder.
what did i do to deserve all this.
den it came easy.
i hurt a lot of people.
directly and indirectly.
maybe this is my punishment.

im sorry if i have hurt anyone of you out there.
but its safe to say.
it was never intentional.
promise.

but people have opinions see.
so its different from each view.
argh.
if only i could draw this out.
no wonder they call me abstract.

but once again.
i thank Allah for letting me see this.
thank you.

and baby.
im sorry.
i really did try my best.


teamobaby.

to quiz or not to quiz.

If you were a super hero which one would you be ? Your Result: Shape Shifting You Can Always be what people want you to be . You are very popular but you also have a sense of nasty about you .You find it nessersery to be what people wantyou to be and not how you would like to veiw your self.
Hypnosis
Mind Reading
Invinsiblity
Body Duplication
If you were a super hero which one would you be ? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

this is cool.
if ask this question,my ans will awaes be:
i wanna be lyk mystique.cool kan!
so.
shape shifting is acceptable.
cheh.

What flavor are you quiz Your Result: Vanilla You are the ultimate Social Butterfly, and blend well with everyone. You probably have lots of frinds, and get along with babies and grandparents alike!
Strawberry
Chocolate
What flavor are you quiz Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i love vanilla!
k.tis is weird too.
see how things that you like are interlinked with what you are.

What Avatar: The Last Airbender Character are you? Your Result: You are Aang your a very hyperactive, and moody person. Which, isn't a bad thing because you solve every problem with a smile, but your caring and emotion can't be used everywhere, and it is up to you to use it as you can. Yet, your still a kid (more than likely) and you want to enjoy life as it is, not how it will be in the next 5 years, or how it would have been 100 years ago.
You are Katara
you are Iroh
you are toph
you are Sokka
You are the Cabbage merchant
you are Azula
you are Suko
What Avatar: The Last Airbender Character are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

and yes.
i am aang.
family told me im lyk katara.
but nooo.
im aang.
yareeeep.
k.this avatar im toking bout.
no.
im not a freak.
hmm.


k.
tis is what you get when you're bored.
still home alone now.
daa.

btw.thank you for yesterdae baby.ure da bomb.hee.

lalala.

spot the beebee.

vanilla milkshake n twister fries.been wanting these forever!


k.went lala-ing wit bee to god noes where.we ended up at marina square.
went to tmall and peninsula before that.
somebody wanna get tops but cant.
lalalala.
bee was sooooooooo dripping gumdrops sweet.
was looking arnd at fox.
den went to dorothy perkins.

den bee said he wanted to go toitoi.

as per usual.my reply was;
"ahh.nk ikot la~"

usually he'll be like;
"ala.leceh la.jom la~"

but at that time he was lyk;
"kejap je la bee.u stay arnd here la."

so i stayed.
den he came back wit a top from fox!~~
the one that i wanted.
awww.
tak ke cute~~


thank you sugar~
it means a lot~

*te amo dongdong*

perfection.

after nearly two years of working in a bakery,
this is the most perfectstrawberry i've seen on a cake so far.
so red.
so lively.
i could almost here it shouting.
"eat me! eat me!"
but.yea.
it was perfecto.
pronto.*lame face*
daaa.



*missing pumpkin.hurry2 and complete everything k.its gonna be a long two weeks for us.*

the smart one.

the smart guy strikes again.
sometimes i wonder.
hmmm.
he gets bursary all the times.
hey.
i do too k.
last time.
donkey years ago.
so ya.

surprise.

k.
if you guys are wondering.
tis is my kid brother.
he got lembut face la.
so cute.
i came home from work.
and sister said he looked just lyk me in tudong.
lyk whuuuuut.
thats all.

apple of my eye.

its all in how you look at it.
awwwww.
hee.



p.s:cutiecutiesugarplumfishybolayoubabycutesugarstickpumpkiyamkiyamkin.

linger.

now.

aint that dreamy.i noe every gurl secretly wants to be part of something lyk tis.

something that people adore.

for me.i looove watching victoria's secret runway show.

call me a bimbo watsoever.

but ya.its so dreamy.

sometimes i put myself in shoes of gurls that are kinda on the other side of the scale and i imagine.

imagine how this kinda shows would make them feel.hmm

me,being keding(i do care bout what you said bee.k.no worries.)

i do feel depressed watching this kinda shows.wat more to those gurls.

what im trying to sae?what media is portraying is all there is to it gurls.

we live in a biased world alright.

this world is a frigging beauty pageant.

so you gotta fight to survive.

k.ryte now im crapping.i just feel like crapping.

i have no one to crap to.

pumpkin aint here.

k.thats all for tonyte.

ok.i just wasted seconds of my precious life writing the last few sentences.

*i noe im gonna get thrashed in the morn.but i needed to do tis k.i have no one to clear stuff to now..do understand.i saw some things i dun favour.i saw some things that i dun understand.it just contradicts.i saw some things that doesnt fit the puzzle that i even knew existed.its nothing big.but it keeps me thinking.im like this because of you.i noe ur gonna come up wit some reasons.i know im gonna crumble if you sae sorry.im not gonna assume.coz assumtions are the mother of all crap.ryte?blame it on my mood swing watsoever.so.do explain.aint angry.just curious.*

happy birthday brother.

mohdhafizariffin.
301208.
happy 17th birthday to the brother.
hope u have a blesses year ahead.

for apis' birthdae,we went to the beach to have a family picnic on new year's dae.
it wasnt exactly sunshine and butterflies.
it was more to heavyrain and earthworms kinda thing.
pics uploaded to multiply.


btw.sorry rambot ko abbyshake pat sini.hee.
daaaa.