31.7.09

BunchOfNerves.

had my first audit yesterday.

veryveryveryveryvery nerve wrecking.

told the kids to behave.
but to no avail.
*roll eyes*
but i still love them all.

foal.
i pronounced as fowl.
as slenge as ever.
gurl_confused.

but the comments were ok for a first timer i think.

k.

im back after 45mins.

had an urgent case to attend to.

ok.

went to eighteen chefs for dinner just now.
was supppeeer full.
bee and me cant even breathe.

he walked me home.
with both of us holding up our tummies.

intended to drive him home.
well.
cheh.

but he dun want me to drive home alone after sending hym.
so he ended up taking cab.

sowie bee.

ok.

gotta finish up some work now.

daa~


*fill me up baby*

25.7.09

emptiness,


ok.

words unwritten.
wall that was built.
came tumbling down.
wanted everything.
got everything.

emptiness felt.
questions asked.
love.life.live it.
blanks.


unsure.

very unsure.

think i need a break.been focused way too long.
fukitol pills?
nah.
not yet.

*baby.come and save me*

12.7.09

dailies.


yellow.

been so long since i update.
very busy.
lotsa things to take care of.
been working.

all my friends are busy too.
so its ok.

baby seems very sad.
he is all alone without his friends.

ok.
updates.

been catching lotsa movies lately.
watched transformers twice.
hee.

alot of kids celebrated their birthdaes these few daes.
i bring home cakes and goodies alot.

a.luqman is the cutest!
*melts melts*

went to marina on fridae.
baby wanted to get some stuff.
first thing we did when we arrived was to eat.
jizjuz kebulohs.

shopped.
joked.
laughed.
beat up each other.
home.

will be having my tp next week.
baby said i will fail again.
whuuuuuuuuttt?!
3 times?!?!?!!?
so slenge cans.

money has been tight.
thank you baby for everything.
*grins*
xoxoxoxoxo.

ok.
done.
seems like i've got lots to sae.
but its all gone by the time i reach this page.

daa.

*bee.*muzzling on the arm yang sejuk*hrmph.makanan*