teacher's day.

so.
went home like some mad woman carrying tons of stuff.
luckily nur was as mad as i was.
she alighted at simei and took a cab back.


pak sanggup oh pak sanggup.
hee.


buke-d wit iman staff from bukit batok and eunosville.
pataya garden.

so imagine.
heavy tummy.
heavy bag.
heavy eyes.
heaviness.

aniwaes.
thank you Allah.

despite all that.
emptiness is still within.
trying to fill it up with things that matters.

i officially declare tomorrow TIDO TIDO DAY!

ok.
daa.

*everytime we take one step forward.you take two steps back*

zombie.

today was another zombie day for me and tengs.
well.
ryte now.
zombie days are the best.
were pictasing the whole nyte.

didnt catch a glimpse of baby since thurs.
hmrph.
missing dongdong.

told bee i was gonna update at noon.
well look at the time now.

well.
my sat went quite zombily.
got home from work around 6 plus.
slept till buke.
after buke,solat.
after solat,slept again.

jizjuz a tub of lard.

mama woke me up around 1130pm.
she asked me to shift to my room.
apparently i fell asleep on the sofa.

ate sum junk.
talked to bee till sahur.
after sahur.
slept till 12pm.

tengs woke up at 5pm mind you.

tommorow will be my first teacher's day.
gonna take lotsa pictas!

btw.

joke of the year.
tengs and baba dropped a fire extinguisher in ntuc.
it went off.
the white substance thingy filled the place.
but they just cabot.
and laughed their heads off.

wacky.

ok.
daa.

*bee.uve been a sweetheart.no matter what.ana behibak.*

lalala.

the 'ratus' on teacher's day.
teachers from my center.
.ustazah ani.jaro.
.mdm aini.jaro.
.jaro.mdm aini.nadia.

guess muke sape tak kene gaye.
hee.
the one in pink lerrr.

the other ratus had rented outfits.
very the blink2 cans!
some were nice.
mine was rented too.
but it was free.
hee.

there were three rounds to the ratu iman tingy.
first round was to cat walk.
second round was the creative round.
third round was for the questionnaire.

with my slumberness.
i managed to scrape tru all.
hee.
of coz.
making a fool out of myself for most parts.
duh.

but all in all.
was a fun experience!

will be celebrating teacher's day on mon.
meaning.
tues's a holiday.

yipee yaiyai yipeeyipee yai.

got to buke wit bee last week.
went geylang.
but we just walked around.
didnt bother to look at the clothes.
not yet maybe.

everytym we buke at geylang.
we will meet some friendly makcik sitting at the same table.
luckily we also quite friendly.
hee.

ok.

game time!
bee watching soccer.
wanna wait.
xoxoxo.

i've got smarties.
yes i do.
i've got smarties.
how bout you~

yumyum.

happy "togetherness" bee.

yellow.

how was the first break fast?
bet it was yummy slurpslurp.
hee.

was still on mc.
so.
rot at home.
walked around lyk a zombie.

notice i update frequently nowadays.
cause im awaes gaming.
play with mama la.
addicted.

niwaes.
you know the feeling of someone watching you.
reading your blog.
but you're not sure.
you don't know.
but the feeling is there.
argh.
blablabla ok?

so ya.
just updating for the sake of updating.

btw.

thank you for remembering bee.
that meant a whole lot to me.

thank you for being here all these while.
for tolerating crap from me.
im a handful.
i know.

thank you for being there when i needed someone.
thank you for being there when i didnt need anyone.
thank you for being there when i wanted to be alone.
thank you for being there when i felt alone.

thank you for being you.

happy "togetherness" baby.

iloveyou.
xoxoxo.

ramadhan.

yellow.

starting of ramadhan and im down with mc.
today and tomorow.
slept at 2am yesterdae.
argh.

so.
woke up and felt very sick.
told everyone tat i dont wanna go work.
slept for a few more mins.

got up.
went to poly.
bee accompanied me.
jizjuz kened bangun pagil.
but thk u and ure my one and only dongdong.

den we supperdek.
wanted to save money.
so eat pun kene budget2.
but den we saw BK.

me: nak eat where?
bee: sembarang ar.yang kedai bwah mrt pun ok per.
(walking past BK)
me: ehk!kter kene save money kan?
bee:*looked at me cluelessly*
me: Bk per?
bee:jom!
(walked happily towards BK)

so that was our breakfast.
den he went solat and i went home.
tot of rotting at home till nyte.
but we missed each other too much.

so before terawih.
we went out.
jizjuzgotaquickie.


ok.
so tommorow is the start of the fasting month.
the month of prayers.
the month of good deeds.
it's gonna be hard.
but we should try.okie?

so open up those hearts okie?
happie fasting!

*meh tumse pyaar kartehu*jizjuz tk tau spell.

random.

yellow.

just had a call from the shida!!!rawr!
hee.
just kene with her.

hmm.
tot of joining under moe.
hmm.
hmm.
and more hmmm.

uncle mention about becoming an ite lecturer.
hmmm.
shida said to join teaching at pri level.
hmmm.
what should i do?
hmmm.

for now.
im loving the kids.
and family.
and baby.

went cadar hunting wit bee just now.
for mama bee's bdae.
but we didnt find anything he liked so ya.
but i love hunting.

niwaes.
he has been so sweet.
fetching me everydae after work.
trying his very best.
i appreciate k sugar?
ze best.

u is did dongdong?
hee.

*dushdush*

weekend.

been a hectic week.
had mama's bdae on tues.
went to eighteen chef's for dinner.
makan sampai giler.
hee.
u know me n my family.
happie birthdae to beloved mama.
may Allah bless you!

ok.
weekends.
lets start from fri.

went to bee's place.
was farah's bdae.
his family was very welcoming.
ok.
wasnt the first tym being wit his family.
but still segan la.
but it went fine.
hee.

ok.
sat updates.

had staff fiesta.
had to model for the ratu iman.
everyone else was very pretty.
i had to stand in for nur at the last min.
so it was kinda bo pian la.
but it was fun.
hee.

ok.
sun updates.
was very happy.
can chillax the whole dae.
went to lunch wit fam loves.
headed over to parkwae.

den.
my family and bee family meet!
for the first tym!
yea!
hee.
jizjuz tak kene gaye.

but it went well.
my mama toked wit mama bee.
mama was so funny.
hee.

ok.
tat was my weekend.
be having another audit this week.

been offered dpt.
bond for two yrs.
to go or not to go.

its all about work these daes.
so long since i just let go.
been so tight ever since.
the only time i get to let go is wit bee.
shian dier.

btw.
i miss dongdong.

sorry bee if im always bz.
i always think of you though.

so.
is this sweet or romantic bee?
hee.
u ar.

*dush*