hort park.

was bored.
so forced bee to go hort park.
make fool of ourselves.
big smiles.
went home.

baby.

baby.
i appreciate you.
thank you for being here.
for all i know,you complete me.

you dont deserve to feel hurt.
i will do anything to protect you from that.

but if it comes from me,
i apologise.
but you know i love you too much for that right.


thank god for letting you be part of my life.
thank you baby.
i love you.

uhuh.

i promise it wasnt me.
promise.

insanity.

been super crazy.
everything's just buzzing around.
bleurgh.

tracing my footsteps.
to nothing.

come home.yes you bee.

guess where...
yupyup.

night safari!
it was halloween week.
but we went on a week day.
so didnt get to experience the terror ride.
but it was fun all the same.

rest of the pics are at my multiply.

had a good time!
many more visits to come!
*eyebrow moving up and down vigorously*

have been busy.
super busy.

alhamdullilah.
i got a another job.
gonna be starting next year.
but im really gonna miss those kids.
awww.

btw.
went to tekong with bee's family.
jizjuz rombongan.
someone is now mr balukuk.
xoxoxo.

btw.
saw yantoro just now.
i got two words to describe that police lady.
fierce.braceface.
haha.
gotta sit around with her again someday.

ok.
got lots more to say.

but so little time.
argh.

daa.


*mr balukuk.5 more days.been waiting.pls hurry.te amo.*

decisions.

yellow.

is this for me?

well.
mama has been asking me to take up a course which i can start a business with.
that's hard.


so then.
i asked bee.


what is the one business avenue that you can picture me in?
his reply.

apparel design.


but im scared.
i don't have the confidence.
yes i did go through a short fashion course.
but that's it.


if i wanna do it now,
i'll have to start with a diploma again.
i have to take full time course.
that will take up 3 more years.


argh.
decisions.desicions.


do something which you love;but not confident in.
or.
do something which you know you can benefit from.
but doing it for the sake of stability and money.


help.


*bee going off soon.oh noooooooo.pls dun.bee.help!pls?*