decisions.

yellow.

is this for me?

well.
mama has been asking me to take up a course which i can start a business with.
that's hard.


so then.
i asked bee.


what is the one business avenue that you can picture me in?
his reply.

apparel design.


but im scared.
i don't have the confidence.
yes i did go through a short fashion course.
but that's it.


if i wanna do it now,
i'll have to start with a diploma again.
i have to take full time course.
that will take up 3 more years.


argh.
decisions.desicions.


do something which you love;but not confident in.
or.
do something which you know you can benefit from.
but doing it for the sake of stability and money.


help.


*bee going off soon.oh noooooooo.pls dun.bee.help!pls?*

ponders.

ok.
ive been super busy and super tired.
everything got to me.

right now.
i got so little time so much to do.
my life revolves around
my family.
bee.
the kids.
work.

as i was rotting at home today,
i realised,i am not the person i used to be.

i changed alot.

i lost contact with most of my childhood friends.(maybe coz im busy)
i have incy wincy time left with my family.
i have incy wincy bincy time left with bee.
i think about the same things almost all the time.

sat down and thought bout stuff this past year.

is this all worth it?
still am pondering...

*te amo bee.*

yumkins.